I never really liked Christmas. It always was for me just a time, when we play pretend. Whole-family-meeting, family-talking and all those fake smiles…
Every year I actually try my best to be nice to everyone and do not act like a princess. But I’ve failed so many times. To be honest – I failed every year!
I don’t know if it’s just like I am this way and it can’t be changed. Or maybe I don’t try really hard. Or maybe it’s just not always me, that fuck everything up, but everyone automatically blame me…
‘You did it again!’ – my mothers voice is stuck in my head – ‘You ruined our Christmas!’
So all I want to do is skip next Jesus’s birthday. Really. I had enough.
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| Dilmah Vanilla Tee ♥ |
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| cute mug, isn't it? |
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| christmas tree |
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| i hope it tastes good |
with ♥,
n.
